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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
OK so yesterday night i wasn't home till 1:20 am. so yeah no time for blogging...or was that this morning at 1:20 am? I don't know. I've learnt a couple things. Jon can dance better then me even in a cast, the boys in general are amazing dancers, debuts are cool and i almost wish i was flip so i could have one, how many people i knew from other jr. highs and band, how i do really in fact have A.D.D (Asian drinking disorder =/) and a few other things, none which will be listed right now because I'm tired and my brain isn't motivated to think anymore then it has to.
OK so yesterday at practice i was "a little" spiteful towards my coach about the whole awards thing but my parents told me this morning about how they talked to him about it and he was like "oh my god. yeah..i totally didnt realize that. I forgot." but of course all of that was in chinese so yeah whatever. I was told he was really sorry and stuff but i dont know...i dont want to get an award because of THAT but my parents told me that all they did was brought up the subject and he went on about it by himself. My dad also talked to me this morning, continuing about how the world wasn't fair and stuff but he also told me that i was right about deserving that award and everyone knowing it. So he made the decision to not attend dinner that night if my name isnt going to be on the list. Thanks dad i really appreciate it =)
On with the crazy stuff! Ok so soon after practice yesterday I went and started getting ready for the party! I had half my head curled and stuff but the other half/ the back wouldn't curl..so i ran around for like 20 mins trying to find someone who knew how to do it. Thank god for Ying and Josephine. They did the rest of my hair..and it looked absolutely amazing, thanks girls. I then went to WEM and my mom escorted me in and met Jon/Crizhel just to make sure i was going to be ok for the night. Me and Jon wonder the mall for a bit (me feeling a little over-dressed, in a dress -_-) then we head up to Fantasyland where Chris is working. Talked with him for a bit then realized we were super early. Went back and wondered and came back. When i got there i had to sign a guest book, check in and was assigned a table number. I was with all the guys and of course Patricia & Krissy, Jenny from jr.high, and Carissa (sorry i cant spell) and her boyfriend. So all in all..at least i knew everyone at my table. Next to us were friends of the boys, band kids i knew from jr.high, and st.rose jr.high people i knew. As the debut started i was just simply "wow" because it was so cool. The entrance of the 18 Roses and Candles and the birthday girl herself (who looked absolutely amazing). As the night progressed everything just became more and more amazing. Theres so much to say but thoes were definately moments where words couldn't describe them. You woulda need a camera, but even that wouldn't of caught the entire atmosphere. Happy 18th Channi. =) it was awesome.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/It's that feeling of hitting the Dance Floor. --
Sunday, March 4, 2007 ( 10:47 a.m. )
OK so yesterday night i wasn't home till 1:20 am. so yeah no time for blogging...or was that this morning at 1:20 am? I don't know. I've learnt a couple things. Jon can dance better then me even in a cast, the boys in general are amazing dancers, debuts are cool and i almost wish i was flip so i could have one, how many people i knew from other jr. highs and band, how i do really in fact have A.D.D (Asian drinking disorder =/) and a few other things, none which will be listed right now because I'm tired and my brain isn't motivated to think anymore then it has to.
OK so yesterday at practice i was "a little" spiteful towards my coach about the whole awards thing but my parents told me this morning about how they talked to him about it and he was like "oh my god. yeah..i totally didnt realize that. I forgot." but of course all of that was in chinese so yeah whatever. I was told he was really sorry and stuff but i dont know...i dont want to get an award because of THAT but my parents told me that all they did was brought up the subject and he went on about it by himself. My dad also talked to me this morning, continuing about how the world wasn't fair and stuff but he also told me that i was right about deserving that award and everyone knowing it. So he made the decision to not attend dinner that night if my name isnt going to be on the list. Thanks dad i really appreciate it =)
On with the crazy stuff! Ok so soon after practice yesterday I went and started getting ready for the party! I had half my head curled and stuff but the other half/ the back wouldn't curl..so i ran around for like 20 mins trying to find someone who knew how to do it. Thank god for Ying and Josephine. They did the rest of my hair..and it looked absolutely amazing, thanks girls. I then went to WEM and my mom escorted me in and met Jon/Crizhel just to make sure i was going to be ok for the night. Me and Jon wonder the mall for a bit (me feeling a little over-dressed, in a dress -_-) then we head up to Fantasyland where Chris is working. Talked with him for a bit then realized we were super early. Went back and wondered and came back. When i got there i had to sign a guest book, check in and was assigned a table number. I was with all the guys and of course Patricia & Krissy, Jenny from jr.high, and Carissa (sorry i cant spell) and her boyfriend. So all in all..at least i knew everyone at my table. Next to us were friends of the boys, band kids i knew from jr.high, and st.rose jr.high people i knew. As the debut started i was just simply "wow" because it was so cool. The entrance of the 18 Roses and Candles and the birthday girl herself (who looked absolutely amazing). As the night progressed everything just became more and more amazing. Theres so much to say but thoes were definately moments where words couldn't describe them. You woulda need a camera, but even that wouldn't of caught the entire atmosphere. Happy 18th Channi. =) it was awesome.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.