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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/your smart;you'll figure it out --
Thursday, March 1, 2007 ( 9:03 p.m. )
'yeah...something like that.
the thought of confusion and pure emptyness starts to over-come her
and she struggles day in and day out to understand the pressures of the world.
she tries so hard for them not to see her tears, the ones that show her defeat;
for the day will come when everything is crystal clear
& she'll conquer all thoes who've ever pushed her down. Maybe.
Her personality is weak as thoughts of doubt enters her mind.
yeah...something like that.'
-j.w
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Lately everything has been more confusion then anything else. Like one minute everything is going so well, then the next everything has come crashing down. Ok maybe that's a little over dramatic but you get my drift. It'd be nice to keep the status-quo for a little over a month you think? I've gotten some pretty good advice over the past few days but its up to me to decide how i'm going to use that advice. It's one thing to ask and another to do. Easier said then done eh? Right now its just thinking about that one event really. I'll keep things a blur because maybe if you knew what it was i'd be exposed as what i fear to be. Maybe when you see me for who i am you'll realize that things arnt as simple or ok as they seem. Theres also this other problem with this other person thats quite ongoing. I still cant look at him without two emotions: that of anger and that of sadness. Once again...what can you do? Let things go and things just MIGHT go and fix themselves. Yeah yeah....something like that. All i can say is high school drama, teen drama can go kiss my ass. I'm so sick of it. END RANT =)
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Today was kinda lame. I spent the whole day procrastinating really. I did have plans to go out somewhere with someone but yeah that kinda feel through the roof. Yeah..it kinda hurt. This also has a bit to deal with the rant (note above) so yeah we wont get into that. Ummm...Oilers are losing right now... *sigh* i miss smythie. #94 forever buddy. I've got a complete shit load of homework to do so yeah..not much of a break really. On a brighter note....what i thought i was...isnt what i am so yeah ITS ALL GOOD! lol only one person in the world will get that one. Yeah i'm getting lazy..dont know what else to put down. To the Reader: GO GET A LIFE AND STOP READING THIS! =p jokes jokes.
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'if you believe you have no limits to what is reachable
then only you know will know how to reach beyond the reachable.
and to define the undefinable.'
-j.w
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-pceout.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.