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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
The audience waits in anticipation, and as the lights dim a hush falls into the darkness. She was dressed in a simple black gown but simple suited her just fine. As she approaches the plate with black and white pieces of wood aligned perfectly in sequence her fingers tremble. Anticipation is sensed around the marble halls and raw emotions could be felt across the room. Adjusting herself ever so slightly she clears her throat and beings to pour her heart and soul out to these lifeless shadows of people she never knew. Hammers on string begin to emit a sound so clear, there should be no falter now. Her fingers glide all over the varnished keys, like two best friends who've known each other their whole entire lives, they were now inseparable. The melodies of a thousand years pour into epmty shells, giving them life and with that the shells stood up and gave her thunder and appreciation in return. In a split second it was over but if you were watching ever so carefully, you would of caught the faint smile of that girl in the smiple black dress, now standing out from the darkness.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/No Spotlights Tonight --
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ( 10:15 p.m. )
The audience waits in anticipation, and as the lights dim a hush falls into the darkness. She was dressed in a simple black gown but simple suited her just fine. As she approaches the plate with black and white pieces of wood aligned perfectly in sequence her fingers tremble. Anticipation is sensed around the marble halls and raw emotions could be felt across the room. Adjusting herself ever so slightly she clears her throat and beings to pour her heart and soul out to these lifeless shadows of people she never knew. Hammers on string begin to emit a sound so clear, there should be no falter now. Her fingers glide all over the varnished keys, like two best friends who've known each other their whole entire lives, they were now inseparable. The melodies of a thousand years pour into epmty shells, giving them life and with that the shells stood up and gave her thunder and appreciation in return. In a split second it was over but if you were watching ever so carefully, you would of caught the faint smile of that girl in the smiple black dress, now standing out from the darkness.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.