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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
Sunday May 20th 2oo7, dads birthday. everything started out good, but then plans got cancelled because the crazy people in charge decided to clean the garage out. That was the first bit of stupidity in the morning. Then my ipod breaks. WTF?! i've had it for like 3 weeks, what a piece.
Today made me realize how much parents suck. They do things just because they can. They (quote) "don't need a reason" (unquote). YEAH OK! After I finally get an agreement with them, i get asked some stupid question that i didnt know how to answer. wow...goodbye plans. I hate how they go back on their word. I hate liers. Next time i want to do something i will, just because "i can". I still live under their roof so yeah i guess there really isnt much i can do right? But honestly...I dont feel people can do things just because they feel like it with a valid reason. Thats bullshit. I hope they're happy because i admited i was stupid, and i didnt go to some fucking party. i hope they're happy that they make me want to kill myself every time the bring up some shit that happened when i was 4, and try to relate it to their current issues with me. THATS VALID REASON ISNT IT?! because you did it when you were 4 your stupid so we dont trust you. ok yeah, fuck off. I can tell you about all the injustice i have faced from you when i was born, shall i start? nah...i'm not you guys thanks. and please stop telling me i'm gona end up as a prostitiue, its getting old. in 10 years i'll have proven you wrong, we'll talk then.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/hahah dear the people who still live in 1973 --
Sunday, May 20, 2007 ( 9:13 p.m. )
Sunday May 20th 2oo7, dads birthday. everything started out good, but then plans got cancelled because the crazy people in charge decided to clean the garage out. That was the first bit of stupidity in the morning. Then my ipod breaks. WTF?! i've had it for like 3 weeks, what a piece.
Today made me realize how much parents suck. They do things just because they can. They (quote) "don't need a reason" (unquote). YEAH OK! After I finally get an agreement with them, i get asked some stupid question that i didnt know how to answer. wow...goodbye plans. I hate how they go back on their word. I hate liers. Next time i want to do something i will, just because "i can". I still live under their roof so yeah i guess there really isnt much i can do right? But honestly...I dont feel people can do things just because they feel like it with a valid reason. Thats bullshit. I hope they're happy because i admited i was stupid, and i didnt go to some fucking party. i hope they're happy that they make me want to kill myself every time the bring up some shit that happened when i was 4, and try to relate it to their current issues with me. THATS VALID REASON ISNT IT?! because you did it when you were 4 your stupid so we dont trust you. ok yeah, fuck off. I can tell you about all the injustice i have faced from you when i was born, shall i start? nah...i'm not you guys thanks. and please stop telling me i'm gona end up as a prostitiue, its getting old. in 10 years i'll have proven you wrong, we'll talk then.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.