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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
I sit here on the night before the "official" last day of school. Who knew I would be sitting here, a year from last year, thinking these very thoughts. I never thought I would be sitting here, saying goodbye to so many people, one year premature. As most have heard, I will be transferring school, which means goodbye Ravens, hello T-Birds. Who knew it would be this hard to say goodbye?
First block this morning, i had gym. Half way though i realized...it would be the last time I would ever be in that gym, being with my friends, being a Raven. Teachers were arranging this years athletic banners on the walls, and I realized...i wouldn't be apart of that next year. All the hope people put on me this year, I'm sorry I've let you guys down. But as all these thoughts pasted through my mind, i was sad. It's been a amazing year, many bumpy ups and downs, but we've made it another year!
Good luck to the grads of '07, I'll never forget you guys.
And for the future grads of '08, I still want to be there for every moment.
expect the next entry to be more emotional.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/first day of the last days --
Thursday, June 14, 2007 ( 9:39 p.m. )
I sit here on the night before the "official" last day of school. Who knew I would be sitting here, a year from last year, thinking these very thoughts. I never thought I would be sitting here, saying goodbye to so many people, one year premature. As most have heard, I will be transferring school, which means goodbye Ravens, hello T-Birds. Who knew it would be this hard to say goodbye?
First block this morning, i had gym. Half way though i realized...it would be the last time I would ever be in that gym, being with my friends, being a Raven. Teachers were arranging this years athletic banners on the walls, and I realized...i wouldn't be apart of that next year. All the hope people put on me this year, I'm sorry I've let you guys down. But as all these thoughts pasted through my mind, i was sad. It's been a amazing year, many bumpy ups and downs, but we've made it another year!
Good luck to the grads of '07, I'll never forget you guys.
And for the future grads of '08, I still want to be there for every moment.
expect the next entry to be more emotional.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.