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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
The hour was late as
crowds of people shuffle along, smiling and talking
but out of all of them she noticed him,
him who was her best, her worst and her other half,
him who once knew her better then she knew herself,
him who she once spilled her tears and laughter with,
him who hurt her worse then any other had done before
and him, the one she loved and missed.
It all seemed too long ago,
back in those days when they were almost inseparable
and every fight led to something a little stronger.
How do I tell you how much i miss you? How do i tell you how much i hurt evertime i see your face? How do I tell you I want to be apart of your life? How do i tell you that I miss "our time" together? How do I tell you that I'm so empty without you? How do i tell you that all i want is us to not be strangers? How do i tell you that we've both changed? How do I tell you that envy how you no longer care? How do i tell you that i no longer want to care? How do I tell you without my better half, i'm incomplete? How do i tell you how much you mean to me? How do i tell you i never wanted to say goodbye? How do i tell you? How do i tell you? How do i tell you?
I cry over stupid shit i know. This one stupid boy who i just cant let go. Oh silly boy. It's useless. No matter how much hoping and wishing, things arnt going to get better. We were through the first time.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/Empty Seats --
Friday, August 31, 2007 ( 9:34 p.m. )
The hour was late as
crowds of people shuffle along, smiling and talking
but out of all of them she noticed him,
him who was her best, her worst and her other half,
him who once knew her better then she knew herself,
him who she once spilled her tears and laughter with,
him who hurt her worse then any other had done before
and him, the one she loved and missed.
It all seemed too long ago,
back in those days when they were almost inseparable
and every fight led to something a little stronger.
How do I tell you how much i miss you? How do i tell you how much i hurt evertime i see your face? How do I tell you I want to be apart of your life? How do i tell you that I miss "our time" together? How do I tell you that I'm so empty without you? How do i tell you that all i want is us to not be strangers? How do i tell you that we've both changed? How do I tell you that envy how you no longer care? How do i tell you that i no longer want to care? How do I tell you without my better half, i'm incomplete? How do i tell you how much you mean to me? How do i tell you i never wanted to say goodbye? How do i tell you? How do i tell you? How do i tell you?
I cry over stupid shit i know. This one stupid boy who i just cant let go. Oh silly boy. It's useless. No matter how much hoping and wishing, things arnt going to get better. We were through the first time.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.