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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
you can tell that girl of sixteen shes not in love
and that the world will spin to your desire until she leaves
try and break her with abuse and hash words
but know that she'll never be one to care about you.
you can beat her, yell at her and bring her down
but in the end she'll be the one to get the last laugh
because she'll prove to you that shes not worthless
and that she'll never be one to care about you
heres her back, heres her arms, go ahead and break them
but a part of her will always be untouchable
because she doesn't need you to tell her what she can and cannot do
because she'll never be one to care about you
go ahead here I am.
Physically and mentally yours to destroy in any way shape or form
till i find my wings to fly away far from here
but i hope you know that I'll never be one to care about you.
People who think they know everything just because "have experienced it" NEWS FLASH its the new age. your kids are not going to stand around and take their parent's bullshit anymore. Society has taught them to think for themselves, and that its ok for them to make mistakes. Well I'm sorry for thinking for myself and making my own mistakes but I'm never going to conform to your way of life just because I'm legally yours.
I don't want to hate you, but its hard when this house is run under a totalitarianism dictatorship. I want room to grow and learn off of my own mistakes and I want you to understand. I know you care and I know that I'm not always your ideal little girl, but the truth is you need to let go a little and let me be. If i hurt myself, thats my problem not yours. I hope you understand.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/Don't cry over spilt milk --
Saturday, October 20, 2007 ( 7:32 p.m. )
you can tell that girl of sixteen shes not in love
and that the world will spin to your desire until she leaves
try and break her with abuse and hash words
but know that she'll never be one to care about you.
you can beat her, yell at her and bring her down
but in the end she'll be the one to get the last laugh
because she'll prove to you that shes not worthless
and that she'll never be one to care about you
heres her back, heres her arms, go ahead and break them
but a part of her will always be untouchable
because she doesn't need you to tell her what she can and cannot do
because she'll never be one to care about you
go ahead here I am.
Physically and mentally yours to destroy in any way shape or form
till i find my wings to fly away far from here
but i hope you know that I'll never be one to care about you.
People who think they know everything just because "have experienced it" NEWS FLASH its the new age. your kids are not going to stand around and take their parent's bullshit anymore. Society has taught them to think for themselves, and that its ok for them to make mistakes. Well I'm sorry for thinking for myself and making my own mistakes but I'm never going to conform to your way of life just because I'm legally yours.
I don't want to hate you, but its hard when this house is run under a totalitarianism dictatorship. I want room to grow and learn off of my own mistakes and I want you to understand. I know you care and I know that I'm not always your ideal little girl, but the truth is you need to let go a little and let me be. If i hurt myself, thats my problem not yours. I hope you understand.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.