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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
this is one of those mornings where an almost frightening sense of calm is within her
as if the events of the past week have all been nothing but bits of scrap metal
ready to be made into something much bigger and much better.
she knows that this feeling will pass the moment she is challenged again
but for now, that inner balance is whats keeping her mind attached to her body
she tries to remind her self to smile because it happened
and when she thinks about it that way she is reminded of just how lucky she is
but thats only for a second. funny how bad things always overshadow the good
but to her, everything happens for a reason, even though right now
that reason seems to have abandon her.
hang in there, you'll make it through the changing colors of November.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/2. but its not. --
Sunday, November 25, 2007 ( 9:38 a.m. )
this is one of those mornings where an almost frightening sense of calm is within her
as if the events of the past week have all been nothing but bits of scrap metal
ready to be made into something much bigger and much better.
she knows that this feeling will pass the moment she is challenged again
but for now, that inner balance is whats keeping her mind attached to her body
she tries to remind her self to smile because it happened
and when she thinks about it that way she is reminded of just how lucky she is
but thats only for a second. funny how bad things always overshadow the good
but to her, everything happens for a reason, even though right now
that reason seems to have abandon her.
hang in there, you'll make it through the changing colors of November.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.