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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
Your really one to talk.
"yes lets be friends, but no, i cant promise you that and i shouldn't have." Honestly? fuck you. I'm sorry that you hate me for such an incompetent reason for trying to talk to you, but hey, i was right, because after all this time your still not going to talk to me, and on top of that, you've found another girl. If you really meant all that stuff you said to me, trust me, it wouldn't take less then 25 days to be completely over me and on to girl number 15. And if you really did love me, you wouldn't find the most horrid ways to hurt me like you already have. On some days, i get by fine without thinking about you, but on other days, your all i can think about, and sometimes i wondered if you ever thought about me? Apparently not because you were after a new girl. I'm going to bet that when you guys get all lovey-dovy your going to say things like "no its only you" or "your my everything" and possibly even "we're going to last forever" yeah. I believed in you, i trusted you and look where thats gotten me? I dont want to hate you, but you know, its really hard not to.And i know you probably "dont care" but maybe you should. Your being selfish and a jerk. I DARE you to show this to all your friends, see what they think. Yeah, i am being a complete bitch, but you know, i bet you've hurt me a whole lot more, but i bet, like you always say "you dont care".
it's a hard crushing blow to know that the one
you blindly believed in to be a better person
turned out to be another sweet-talker.
words are just words, but its incredible what feelings they stir
i feel sorry for the next girl getting suckered into this.
i really do.
right now, I'm really hurt, really torn up and angry. I just want to get over this whole mess, i hate missing you, loving you and all that messed up stuff.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/23 days, we missed the 25th --
Friday, November 23, 2007 ( 10:44 p.m. )
Your really one to talk.
"yes lets be friends, but no, i cant promise you that and i shouldn't have." Honestly? fuck you. I'm sorry that you hate me for such an incompetent reason for trying to talk to you, but hey, i was right, because after all this time your still not going to talk to me, and on top of that, you've found another girl. If you really meant all that stuff you said to me, trust me, it wouldn't take less then 25 days to be completely over me and on to girl number 15. And if you really did love me, you wouldn't find the most horrid ways to hurt me like you already have. On some days, i get by fine without thinking about you, but on other days, your all i can think about, and sometimes i wondered if you ever thought about me? Apparently not because you were after a new girl. I'm going to bet that when you guys get all lovey-dovy your going to say things like "no its only you" or "your my everything" and possibly even "we're going to last forever" yeah. I believed in you, i trusted you and look where thats gotten me? I dont want to hate you, but you know, its really hard not to.And i know you probably "dont care" but maybe you should. Your being selfish and a jerk. I DARE you to show this to all your friends, see what they think. Yeah, i am being a complete bitch, but you know, i bet you've hurt me a whole lot more, but i bet, like you always say "you dont care".
it's a hard crushing blow to know that the one
you blindly believed in to be a better person
turned out to be another sweet-talker.
words are just words, but its incredible what feelings they stir
i feel sorry for the next girl getting suckered into this.
i really do.
right now, I'm really hurt, really torn up and angry. I just want to get over this whole mess, i hate missing you, loving you and all that messed up stuff.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.