Why does it hurt to hear everything you have to say. At that very moment in time how ten million emotions could be running through my heart. wait, what heart? It's unexplainable to me, how i could ever feel this way. I knew it was coming, like past mistakes comming back to haunt me, but no matter how prepared you think you are, your always caught off guard. What did I even feel? I can't remember. Did you lie to me? I still don't know. The worst part about it all is facing the reality that we're probably never ever really gona talk again. That's always the worst part. The second worse? I dont know, perhaps its just the thought of you trying to forget me, or whatever it is that you do. That hurts. I just dont understand how anyone can simply try to discard memories, maybe its just me, because those are all i have to hang onto. I don't want to be stuck here thinking about you, thats useless, but its hard because everything in the past month leads right back to you, like a child caught with their hand down the cookie jar. Do i have anything left to say to you? yeah...tonnes but right now the words wont come, and the fact is, a week from now i'll forget what i'm feeling at this exact moment, but i dont want to. When all you want to do is turn around and scream. Letting go- easier then it sounds. Have you ever thought, i dont need anyone to protect me from anything? I've always done things my way and maybe i just like making mistakes to figure myself out. Thank you, tell the fucking world your single. Wow. what a random mixed up messed up note. whatever. Last words? hmm...I'm going to miss you, really, and...i love you.

{/Beats & Rhythms --

it's the words of my soul

{/Never Look Back --

watch me waste my life away

{/credits --

{/In The End --

this one's for you