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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
all these soft voices scorn things into my head
filling them with unusual thoughts of doubt and misery
but the human heart is frail, and believes all tragedy over comedy
so where do i turn to now?
so is this how you treat your "friends"?
i just want to understand
i want us to be "friends" but why is it so hard
i just don't understand
How can you try to erase someone, but still be "friends" with them?
please help me understand
when are you going to talk to me
i need to understand.
It's like waiting for rain in a drought
because every day i wonder if today will be the day
but it ends the same, just another day of waiting
another day of disappointment
i don't understand myself right now
i know i shouldn't dwell in my past, and forgetting is probably for the best
but why can i not shuffle my feet forwards
why do i still wait and care, care and wait
after everything that has been said and done
you still think this is just a game?
i don't want to play this twisted game anymore.
i just dont know anymore.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/life + unsolved questions --
Friday, November 9, 2007 ( 10:06 p.m. )
all these soft voices scorn things into my head
filling them with unusual thoughts of doubt and misery
but the human heart is frail, and believes all tragedy over comedy
so where do i turn to now?
so is this how you treat your "friends"?
i just want to understand
i want us to be "friends" but why is it so hard
i just don't understand
How can you try to erase someone, but still be "friends" with them?
please help me understand
when are you going to talk to me
i need to understand.
It's like waiting for rain in a drought
because every day i wonder if today will be the day
but it ends the same, just another day of waiting
another day of disappointment
i don't understand myself right now
i know i shouldn't dwell in my past, and forgetting is probably for the best
but why can i not shuffle my feet forwards
why do i still wait and care, care and wait
after everything that has been said and done
you still think this is just a game?
i don't want to play this twisted game anymore.
i just dont know anymore.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.