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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
You know i tried putting my trust in you, and here it is, the reason why i had my doubts. It would be such a lie to say that this didnt bother me, that this didnt hurt, when in reality the pain of all of this is pushing me to my extremes. My friends shouldn't have to deal with it, YOU should. Your just lucky that they're saving your ass right now. When I said I love you, I meant it with everything i had, but right now, the way i see it, you've taken it for granted, just like some of the other people around you. I waited for you, and deep down inside, i'll probably keep waiting, but theres only so much of your brutality that i can take. I was outside today because i couldnt bring myself to see you and that i didn't want to embarrass you or hurt you by making myself seen. That was a mistake. You deserve whatever humiliation that was headed your way. I'm glad you happy now, really i am but it seems to me that its almost cost me mines. The worst part is knowing that im not over you, but you seem to be fine. Thank you for such a great lie, I'm glad i wont be here to see how the rest of your brilliant act goes.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/LOL. go away. --
Wednesday, November 7, 2007 ( 11:34 p.m. )
You know i tried putting my trust in you, and here it is, the reason why i had my doubts. It would be such a lie to say that this didnt bother me, that this didnt hurt, when in reality the pain of all of this is pushing me to my extremes. My friends shouldn't have to deal with it, YOU should. Your just lucky that they're saving your ass right now. When I said I love you, I meant it with everything i had, but right now, the way i see it, you've taken it for granted, just like some of the other people around you. I waited for you, and deep down inside, i'll probably keep waiting, but theres only so much of your brutality that i can take. I was outside today because i couldnt bring myself to see you and that i didn't want to embarrass you or hurt you by making myself seen. That was a mistake. You deserve whatever humiliation that was headed your way. I'm glad you happy now, really i am but it seems to me that its almost cost me mines. The worst part is knowing that im not over you, but you seem to be fine. Thank you for such a great lie, I'm glad i wont be here to see how the rest of your brilliant act goes.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.