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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
its odd waking up in the morning to the cold nipping at your skin,
with your first thoughts trailing back to the same event
playing those conversations over and over in your head
as you hear your heart pounding faster and faster
sometimes you almost forget to breath.
it's a blur as to whats better, to let go so easily to to stay hurt
how both sides are tearing your down the middle
a part of you wants to linger in the long dead past with the ghosts
but the other is telling you that its only logical to walk away
and in the midst of all this sometimes you almost forget to breath.
every time you hear their voice you can't help but smile
even though all those times could of been the last
it's hard hearing all those messed up emotions sometimes
because they bring up all that was once so close to you
and because of that that you almost forget to breath.
yeah you did break me. just a little more torn
but deep inside its still the same stupid thoughts
missing you, loving you, hurting you
which all leads back to trying to hold back these useless tears
and sometimes i almost forget to breath.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/steady breathing --
Sunday, November 4, 2007 ( 11:50 a.m. )
its odd waking up in the morning to the cold nipping at your skin,
with your first thoughts trailing back to the same event
playing those conversations over and over in your head
as you hear your heart pounding faster and faster
sometimes you almost forget to breath.
it's a blur as to whats better, to let go so easily to to stay hurt
how both sides are tearing your down the middle
a part of you wants to linger in the long dead past with the ghosts
but the other is telling you that its only logical to walk away
and in the midst of all this sometimes you almost forget to breath.
every time you hear their voice you can't help but smile
even though all those times could of been the last
it's hard hearing all those messed up emotions sometimes
because they bring up all that was once so close to you
and because of that that you almost forget to breath.
yeah you did break me. just a little more torn
but deep inside its still the same stupid thoughts
missing you, loving you, hurting you
which all leads back to trying to hold back these useless tears
and sometimes i almost forget to breath.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.