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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
just get up and tell the whole fucking world that you don't care already
so that they can see your true colors under coats of varnish
i'm almost glad we're through, i'm almost glad that you've hurt me
because all of this makes me realize that everyone was right
your not fucking worth it.
yes, lets play that silly, stupid little game
the one where we see who can hurt each other more, first
but the truth is that you've already won that
because i refuse to play.
every moment congested with you makes my heart beat a little faster
but its sad knowing that in the end, it just ends the same
like all the other girls, being just another number
another erased forgotten memory thrown out without a care
like yesterday's news.
you really are a piece of work
and the damage you've done will be fixed over time
but as of now, back to broken pieces
back to ash and dust.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/why dont you shove this up your --
Wednesday, November 7, 2007 ( 11:28 p.m. )
just get up and tell the whole fucking world that you don't care already
so that they can see your true colors under coats of varnish
i'm almost glad we're through, i'm almost glad that you've hurt me
because all of this makes me realize that everyone was right
your not fucking worth it.
yes, lets play that silly, stupid little game
the one where we see who can hurt each other more, first
but the truth is that you've already won that
because i refuse to play.
every moment congested with you makes my heart beat a little faster
but its sad knowing that in the end, it just ends the same
like all the other girls, being just another number
another erased forgotten memory thrown out without a care
like yesterday's news.
you really are a piece of work
and the damage you've done will be fixed over time
but as of now, back to broken pieces
back to ash and dust.
ass.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.