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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
People are naturally selfish, It can be concluded that even the best of people can be selfish at times. Personally I'm selfish often, either subconsciously or not. My latest stroke of self-centered-ness hit me today when I stopped and asked myself "why". It all became clear (well kinda). I concluded that it's possible for people to be selfish when engaged in an argument, heated or not. Both sides stand to the death that they are right and they put their self-interest over the good of all. Neither side wants to cave in hence "selfish".
As for me I've found myself currently being selfish, but not in the sense previously mentioned but rather that the reason for my anger is a selfish one (nor do i think its a good reason at that), but reason enough for me to be angry and miserable inside. It's just a whole bunch of little things, but it makes me feel at constant unease. After all of this, I've decided not to tell you my reasons for being mad because I am ashamed that my worst half got the better of me. That's why I don't want to tell you, because even to me, it seems like a dull reason. Stupid? yeah..of course. But right now, i feel like this has to be done because people who usually get close to me, usually end up worse off. I'm sorry, I'm weak to have let all these horrible things control me. I hope you understand.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/12:14 Am --
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 ( 5:37 p.m. )
People are naturally selfish, It can be concluded that even the best of people can be selfish at times. Personally I'm selfish often, either subconsciously or not. My latest stroke of self-centered-ness hit me today when I stopped and asked myself "why". It all became clear (well kinda). I concluded that it's possible for people to be selfish when engaged in an argument, heated or not. Both sides stand to the death that they are right and they put their self-interest over the good of all. Neither side wants to cave in hence "selfish".
As for me I've found myself currently being selfish, but not in the sense previously mentioned but rather that the reason for my anger is a selfish one (nor do i think its a good reason at that), but reason enough for me to be angry and miserable inside. It's just a whole bunch of little things, but it makes me feel at constant unease. After all of this, I've decided not to tell you my reasons for being mad because I am ashamed that my worst half got the better of me. That's why I don't want to tell you, because even to me, it seems like a dull reason. Stupid? yeah..of course. But right now, i feel like this has to be done because people who usually get close to me, usually end up worse off. I'm sorry, I'm weak to have let all these horrible things control me. I hope you understand.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.