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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
re·sent·ment /rɪˈzɛnt
mənt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ri-zent-muhnt]
-noun
the feeling of displeasure or indignation at some act, remark, person, etc., regarded as causing injury or insult. Indignation or ill will felt as a result of a real or imagined grievance.
—Synonyms dudgeon, pique, irritation, envy, jealousy, anger
I guess theres a lot of people that i currently "resent". Pretty complicated stuff, mostly people. It's that feeling you get deep down inside when something or someone upsets you. That feeling is worth more then just a definition or a description by words. It's indescribable like most feelings hence the difficulty to put it down into words. These emotions get right into you and can mess up your very being. They will destroy you and rip every part of sensitivity from you apart. And eventually you'll end up cold and empty. I've seen it happen. People either do that on purpose so they can protect themselves or it just naturally happens. The ones who take out all their humanity so nothing will hurt them, do it as a source of protection, that nothing will hurt them, but thats not true. Things still hurt people like that. So all in all, there is no way to protect yourself. Do you think if all those people who committed suicide could protect themselves, they could of saved themselves? People like that are different though, most of them resent themselves rather the world. Self-resentment is probably the worst thing one could ever do to themselves, but this is coming from me, so its kinda funny seeing that i resent myself more then most people =/. The point of this entry? There is no point, just like everything else in life. You live it out just to end up the same as everyone else...dead.
So right now I've decided that i don't need anyone because excess people is just asking for trouble. Getting close to someone just means your letting someone have the power to potentially hurt you more then your average joe. I refuse to let that happen. Looking at myself makes me sick, how i'm still playing this stupid game, but the people i'm playing with have changed. So who are they now? I dont know. It's hard wanting to let someone in but trying to use your better judgment and keep them out.
your just a little shallow arn't you?
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/Resentment --
Saturday, December 8, 2007 ( 10:03 a.m. )
re·sent·ment /rɪˈzɛnt
mənt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[ri-zent-muhnt] -noun
the feeling of displeasure or indignation at some act, remark, person, etc., regarded as causing injury or insult. Indignation or ill will felt as a result of a real or imagined grievance.
—Synonyms dudgeon, pique, irritation, envy, jealousy, anger
I guess theres a lot of people that i currently "resent". Pretty complicated stuff, mostly people. It's that feeling you get deep down inside when something or someone upsets you. That feeling is worth more then just a definition or a description by words. It's indescribable like most feelings hence the difficulty to put it down into words. These emotions get right into you and can mess up your very being. They will destroy you and rip every part of sensitivity from you apart. And eventually you'll end up cold and empty. I've seen it happen. People either do that on purpose so they can protect themselves or it just naturally happens. The ones who take out all their humanity so nothing will hurt them, do it as a source of protection, that nothing will hurt them, but thats not true. Things still hurt people like that. So all in all, there is no way to protect yourself. Do you think if all those people who committed suicide could protect themselves, they could of saved themselves? People like that are different though, most of them resent themselves rather the world. Self-resentment is probably the worst thing one could ever do to themselves, but this is coming from me, so its kinda funny seeing that i resent myself more then most people =/. The point of this entry? There is no point, just like everything else in life. You live it out just to end up the same as everyone else...dead.
So right now I've decided that i don't need anyone because excess people is just asking for trouble. Getting close to someone just means your letting someone have the power to potentially hurt you more then your average joe. I refuse to let that happen. Looking at myself makes me sick, how i'm still playing this stupid game, but the people i'm playing with have changed. So who are they now? I dont know. It's hard wanting to let someone in but trying to use your better judgment and keep them out.
your just a little shallow arn't you?
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.