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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
It's like one half-drunken night of partying has made everything crystal clear. WEIRD!
Seeing you again has made me realize what it really meant to be in love. I've always said you were the closest thing I've ever come to being in love and to this day it still stands true. With you, I understood everything and because i understood if you loved someone so much you had to let them go, so I did. And now, we can still talk, still laugh and still hang out with each other without a conflict. I love that. So we talked for a bit yesterday night and you know it really cleared a lot of stuff up for me.
Yeah my life is a fucking soap opera with an over paid cast. And out of all the people I'm sorry for, I'm sorry to my friends for having to put up with this day in and day out. I've known the truth behind everything but just refused to believe it but after talking with you, it feels like I've been set free.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/setting me free --
Saturday, December 22, 2007 ( 9:41 a.m. )
It's like one half-drunken night of partying has made everything crystal clear. WEIRD!
Seeing you again has made me realize what it really meant to be in love. I've always said you were the closest thing I've ever come to being in love and to this day it still stands true. With you, I understood everything and because i understood if you loved someone so much you had to let them go, so I did. And now, we can still talk, still laugh and still hang out with each other without a conflict. I love that. So we talked for a bit yesterday night and you know it really cleared a lot of stuff up for me.
Yeah my life is a fucking soap opera with an over paid cast. And out of all the people I'm sorry for, I'm sorry to my friends for having to put up with this day in and day out. I've known the truth behind everything but just refused to believe it but after talking with you, it feels like I've been set free.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.