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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
And they say everyone deserves to be happy, and that all things will end well, but frankly I don't think i believe that anymore. I can't seem to bring myself to be happy with all the choices I've made. No, it doesn't mean i regret them in any way shape or form, but the impact of those decisions get inside me and rip me up.
Deciding between two things, each looking quite appealing with it's owns benefits and strains, but how does one decide? It's just not possible.
Hey you, someone please come down and save me. I'm breaking my faith and I'm fading to ashes like everything set ablaze around me. If I had my way and I would give you back all the perfectly painted stars in the sky and give you one more chance to set it all right. But time is slipping through the hourglass leaving me to a desolated grave, hey you please come down and save me. I'm breaking my faith. I'm breaking.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/Breaking Faith --
Thursday, January 31, 2008 ( 4:00 p.m. )
And they say everyone deserves to be happy, and that all things will end well, but frankly I don't think i believe that anymore. I can't seem to bring myself to be happy with all the choices I've made. No, it doesn't mean i regret them in any way shape or form, but the impact of those decisions get inside me and rip me up.
Deciding between two things, each looking quite appealing with it's owns benefits and strains, but how does one decide? It's just not possible.
Hey you, someone please come down and save me. I'm breaking my faith and I'm fading to ashes like everything set ablaze around me. If I had my way and I would give you back all the perfectly painted stars in the sky and give you one more chance to set it all right. But time is slipping through the hourglass leaving me to a desolated grave, hey you please come down and save me. I'm breaking my faith. I'm breaking.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.