No matter what happens, we'll always have each other but through every hurt and every tear those words seem to lose their meaning till eventually "always" becomes forgotten. Even though promises and those classic best friends forever lines get worn out, you'll never forget about that people that you once held that true for.

Its funny how one game, one loss can make you realize how messed up your whole entire life has been up to that point. You start thinking "what did I do wrong? What could i have changed?" So many "what if's" and "if only's" but you don't find enough answers for you to find reassurance in. One thought leads to another, like having a massive train derail in your mind. Eventually your mind revisits memories of one or two people, the ones you have only broken promises to remember by. You think..how many times you've tried to get rid of those memories- the ones that bring back tears your no longer willing to let out anymore. You can't even remember why everything started falling apart in the first place and you start to question your own judgment.

When it finally hits you, you realize the infatuation with the hope of those people ever coming back is what undid you. You think that getting rid of them from you completely will make things better so you try and try but no matter what they linger in your heart. Have you ever thought that if someone wont get out of your mind maybe they're suppose to be there?

maybe they're suppose to be there,
maybe they're suppose to be there,
maybe they're suppose to be there.

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it's the words of my soul

{/Never Look Back --

watch me waste my life away

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{/In The End --

this one's for you