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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
So its official today, my life reverts back to the same old crap hole that i've been itching to get out of. Over the past 5 months i can honestly say there were moments where i cried and lost whatever hope i had, and then there were moments where i wish would last forever. But looking back, i'm pretty content in how it all turned out.
For one thing i met these awesome new people. I've got those "fobby asian kid" group as well as the "we're ubber smart and are currently in or was in ib" group. Regardless, I loved every moment with you guys and i'm going to miss it sooo incredibly much. I'm going to miss being in an amazing school band, wind ensemble, my random spurts of mandarin, lunch in the languages hallway (or in the caff=) ) or even just wandering around aimlessly in the halls. Theres so much to miss, but it'd be a waste of your time to have to read over all of that.
*sigh* Thank you for such an amazing time. I'm glad caught in on this experience that many kids will never get to live though. Thank you guys for including me and being awesome friends. Definately keep in touch. xoxo.
P.S: ahahah fuck you math 30 =) never have to look at you again!
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/settled --
Monday, January 21, 2008 ( 8:55 p.m. )
So its official today, my life reverts back to the same old crap hole that i've been itching to get out of. Over the past 5 months i can honestly say there were moments where i cried and lost whatever hope i had, and then there were moments where i wish would last forever. But looking back, i'm pretty content in how it all turned out.
For one thing i met these awesome new people. I've got those "fobby asian kid" group as well as the "we're ubber smart and are currently in or was in ib" group. Regardless, I loved every moment with you guys and i'm going to miss it sooo incredibly much. I'm going to miss being in an amazing school band, wind ensemble, my random spurts of mandarin, lunch in the languages hallway (or in the caff=) ) or even just wandering around aimlessly in the halls. Theres so much to miss, but it'd be a waste of your time to have to read over all of that.
*sigh* Thank you for such an amazing time. I'm glad caught in on this experience that many kids will never get to live though. Thank you guys for including me and being awesome friends. Definately keep in touch. xoxo.
P.S: ahahah fuck you math 30 =) never have to look at you again!
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.