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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
you gave in.
What exactly did you win? What exactly did you lose?
A cowards way out, to pretend it never happened but you can't escape your past like that. You are going to rot away in her chocking grasp on you. This was your oppertunity to escape but you passed it up. I don't understand, maybe I don't want to anymore. How can actions like those justify the meek meaning of love? Erase me, like he did. I told you promises mean nothing. I'm glad that I don't really have a heart anymore, or a soul. It's like waking up and feeling someone stab you, and you die except you don't hurt. No expectations. haha I'm glad i never really had any. I knew that you couldn't break out of that. Coward and weak huh? Sorry maybe thats a little harsh. But honestly think about it. Set all feelings aside and think about it logically. Your destroying yourself inside and out, but for what? I know they say life isn't fair, but you seem to be the one making your own life a living hell. I don't think I can ever explain how much anger i felt hearing a voice that was not your own but I can't do anything more for you.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/bitch please --
Friday, February 22, 2008 ( 11:19 p.m. )
you gave in.
What exactly did you win? What exactly did you lose?
A cowards way out, to pretend it never happened but you can't escape your past like that. You are going to rot away in her chocking grasp on you. This was your oppertunity to escape but you passed it up. I don't understand, maybe I don't want to anymore. How can actions like those justify the meek meaning of love? Erase me, like he did. I told you promises mean nothing. I'm glad that I don't really have a heart anymore, or a soul. It's like waking up and feeling someone stab you, and you die except you don't hurt. No expectations. haha I'm glad i never really had any. I knew that you couldn't break out of that. Coward and weak huh? Sorry maybe thats a little harsh. But honestly think about it. Set all feelings aside and think about it logically. Your destroying yourself inside and out, but for what? I know they say life isn't fair, but you seem to be the one making your own life a living hell. I don't think I can ever explain how much anger i felt hearing a voice that was not your own but I can't do anything more for you.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.