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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
do you know what that actually means?
maybe i've just run out of new ways to express age old emotions.
but maybe i've found something to keep me occupied.
SO this will be an ACTUAL blog entry for once. heh. Havent seen much of those around here at all huh? Well it really wont be that great to buckle down. It'll still be somewhat "clouded" only because you never know who's reading this =p but here goes:
I had an excellent talk with someone today. Not someone i should be talking to, it goes against my friends, and somewhat my morals but I don't regret it at all. I've learnt things and heard things from the other perspective and i don't know what to think about it. I ask myself "was i really that much at fault?". At times it was hard to continue to talk because i saw so much of "him" through the conversation, but you know, I'm glad.
Our talk was interesting, spanning over a variety of topics but what i enjoyed about it was that it was "real", or at least I'd like to think so. I miss having conversations with people without having to worry about boundaries and fake manners. It was a real nice dose of fresh air. Thank you so much, and I hope your not too sick =)
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/no (inspiration) --
Thursday, February 14, 2008 ( 9:39 p.m. )
do you know what that actually means?
maybe i've just run out of new ways to express age old emotions.
but maybe i've found something to keep me occupied.
SO this will be an ACTUAL blog entry for once. heh. Havent seen much of those around here at all huh? Well it really wont be that great to buckle down. It'll still be somewhat "clouded" only because you never know who's reading this =p but here goes:
I had an excellent talk with someone today. Not someone i should be talking to, it goes against my friends, and somewhat my morals but I don't regret it at all. I've learnt things and heard things from the other perspective and i don't know what to think about it. I ask myself "was i really that much at fault?". At times it was hard to continue to talk because i saw so much of "him" through the conversation, but you know, I'm glad.
Our talk was interesting, spanning over a variety of topics but what i enjoyed about it was that it was "real", or at least I'd like to think so. I miss having conversations with people without having to worry about boundaries and fake manners. It was a real nice dose of fresh air. Thank you so much, and I hope your not too sick =)
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.