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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
i'm promising myself that this is the last time. Its my own fault that I'm so broken and torn and emo. I'm stupid for falling for the same thing twice in a row. Sorries don't make anyone feel better, they don't bring comfort nor do they give me back what I've already lost. You were wasting your breath trying to explain all the things I already knew. You'd think after being continuously hurt like this, i'd be accustomed to it but here i am witting down the same useless emotions. There is no reason for this.
I dont know what happens now. I wish i did. I wish i had all the answers to the world. I wish that i'm not naive and I wish that somewhere in this world we can all be happy. I dont even think i can begin to exaplin how hurt i am. It hurts just as bad as the first time around but thats ok because this will be the last time. I'm going back to that time when everything inside me was like a frozen wasteland.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/ --
Monday, March 31, 2008 ( 1:58 p.m. )
i'm promising myself that this is the last time. Its my own fault that I'm so broken and torn and emo. I'm stupid for falling for the same thing twice in a row. Sorries don't make anyone feel better, they don't bring comfort nor do they give me back what I've already lost. You were wasting your breath trying to explain all the things I already knew. You'd think after being continuously hurt like this, i'd be accustomed to it but here i am witting down the same useless emotions. There is no reason for this.
I dont know what happens now. I wish i did. I wish i had all the answers to the world. I wish that i'm not naive and I wish that somewhere in this world we can all be happy. I dont even think i can begin to exaplin how hurt i am. It hurts just as bad as the first time around but thats ok because this will be the last time. I'm going back to that time when everything inside me was like a frozen wasteland.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.