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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
You know what i hate so much? How great people don't realize how amazing they are and they end up with someone who treats them with no respect. It hurts even more knowing that that person had a CHOICE and they didn't choose you. But honestly, what can you do about it right?
Both times i heard the whole "oh i'll try" but i think neither of them tried hard enough and were afraid to let go to the old familar emotions and welcome something new. And what sucks more then that is when they tell you things that they never follow through on. Please please PLEASE keep your candy coated bullshit to yourself next time.
I was doing so well until the latest incident happened. I honestly thought that it would be the turn around point, but no, now i'm in ever deeper shit then i started in. I hate how erased memories don't just disappear. I hate how people won't just stay out of my life. ughh. go away.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/ --
Sunday, April 13, 2008 ( 5:19 p.m. )
You know what i hate so much? How great people don't realize how amazing they are and they end up with someone who treats them with no respect. It hurts even more knowing that that person had a CHOICE and they didn't choose you. But honestly, what can you do about it right?
Both times i heard the whole "oh i'll try" but i think neither of them tried hard enough and were afraid to let go to the old familar emotions and welcome something new. And what sucks more then that is when they tell you things that they never follow through on. Please please PLEASE keep your candy coated bullshit to yourself next time.
I was doing so well until the latest incident happened. I honestly thought that it would be the turn around point, but no, now i'm in ever deeper shit then i started in. I hate how erased memories don't just disappear. I hate how people won't just stay out of my life. ughh. go away.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.