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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
You see her and wonder if theres anything real beneath her pretty little face-
the delicate external features and captivating personality-
everything you could ever want, but nothing you need at all.
but when you see me, you look right through, trying to find traces of her
These walking, breathing, smiling creatures are the farthest thing from being real.
Plastic exteriors, don't tell me to be like them. The social norm, the brainless wonders,
always being a step behind, speaking when told to
I'll never break in to that.
I Kissed a Girl- Katy Perry
My 5 statements of truth for the day
to 5 people, same or different.
1. I'll tell you someday but you make me so scared.
2. Doors are shut, come back never.
3. So, who is it?
4. Where the hell are you
5. Missing you, exam tomorrow, wishing you were here
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/As I'm dying on my couch --
Monday, June 23, 2008 ( 2:37 p.m. )
You see her and wonder if theres anything real beneath her pretty little face-
the delicate external features and captivating personality-
everything you could ever want, but nothing you need at all.
but when you see me, you look right through, trying to find traces of her
These walking, breathing, smiling creatures are the farthest thing from being real.
Plastic exteriors, don't tell me to be like them. The social norm, the brainless wonders,
always being a step behind, speaking when told to
I'll never break in to that.
I Kissed a Girl- Katy Perry
My 5 statements of truth for the day
to 5 people, same or different.
1. I'll tell you someday but you make me so scared.
2. Doors are shut, come back never.
3. So, who is it?
4. Where the hell are you
5. Missing you, exam tomorrow, wishing you were here
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.