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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
so this ones for the nerdy one with the gun show.
lately I've been living for that 3:24 bell, the one that sets me free from the unforgiving walls of high school and into a world with dinosaur shaped clouds and hairy blades of grass. But as we all know, this isn't how I'd usually describe my world. It's amazing how your outlook can change after someone changes you first.
It's the simple things that he does to make me smile that I appreciate so much. It hasn't been too long but I think we've come a long ways from the day where we stood by each other awkwardly for the first time. I don't know. I think being so happy lately has really overwhelmed my brain and therefore this blog will see no scrap of good writing. It's all his fault i swear. His fault that I smile so much and have something to look forward to every night. <3 you.
by the way, it there was an amazing thunder/lightning storm today. I wanted to sit outside and maybe get hit by lightning...but SOMEONE wouldn't let me. too bad we missed the rain again. We'll try again for some other day perhaps.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/Because i know you'll go to bed even if this post didnt exist --
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ( 10:50 p.m. )
so this ones for the nerdy one with the gun show.
lately I've been living for that 3:24 bell, the one that sets me free from the unforgiving walls of high school and into a world with dinosaur shaped clouds and hairy blades of grass. But as we all know, this isn't how I'd usually describe my world. It's amazing how your outlook can change after someone changes you first.
It's the simple things that he does to make me smile that I appreciate so much. It hasn't been too long but I think we've come a long ways from the day where we stood by each other awkwardly for the first time. I don't know. I think being so happy lately has really overwhelmed my brain and therefore this blog will see no scrap of good writing. It's all his fault i swear. His fault that I smile so much and have something to look forward to every night. <3 you.
by the way, it there was an amazing thunder/lightning storm today. I wanted to sit outside and maybe get hit by lightning...but SOMEONE wouldn't let me. too bad we missed the rain again. We'll try again for some other day perhaps.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.