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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
You only start living when you find something to start living for. Just like how you don't start to appreciate things until you lose them, sometimes just for a short period of time, sometimes forever. It's a strange wonderful thing human emotions are. It's also quite lovely being an emotionless drone but i think I can speak on behalf of sir "i'm an asshole" and myself that we've moved onto better things. It's weird feeling all these emotions again. Good thing or bad? I guess we'll just have to find out.
Having no emotions means your safe from pretty much all pain, even physical to certain extent. It's all in your mind. It's a safe zone, but also the dullest place of all. Do you know how it feels to not be able to laugh when your happy, and cry when your sad? I do. It was good for awhile, life was so steady and nothing could affect me- exactly, nothing. Maybe that was the whole problem. Building up all these walls to protect myself but missing out on everything else. Sure i never really had to experience the bad to the extent that others did (tears and all) but i didn't get to experience the good either. But now, i think i'm getting back into it. ahaha. A very timid soul on the inside. It feels absolutely amazing to really laugh and smile and just to lie in the grass and dream. These emotions are what make people human. It defines empty exteriors from shells filled with life.
maybe i'll eat these words later and go back into hiding but for now, here i am, take it or leave it.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/if i were empty and i walked into a wall....it wouldnt hurt. --
Sunday, June 29, 2008 ( 2:31 p.m. )
You only start living when you find something to start living for. Just like how you don't start to appreciate things until you lose them, sometimes just for a short period of time, sometimes forever. It's a strange wonderful thing human emotions are. It's also quite lovely being an emotionless drone but i think I can speak on behalf of sir "i'm an asshole" and myself that we've moved onto better things. It's weird feeling all these emotions again. Good thing or bad? I guess we'll just have to find out.
Having no emotions means your safe from pretty much all pain, even physical to certain extent. It's all in your mind. It's a safe zone, but also the dullest place of all. Do you know how it feels to not be able to laugh when your happy, and cry when your sad? I do. It was good for awhile, life was so steady and nothing could affect me- exactly, nothing. Maybe that was the whole problem. Building up all these walls to protect myself but missing out on everything else. Sure i never really had to experience the bad to the extent that others did (tears and all) but i didn't get to experience the good either. But now, i think i'm getting back into it. ahaha. A very timid soul on the inside. It feels absolutely amazing to really laugh and smile and just to lie in the grass and dream. These emotions are what make people human. It defines empty exteriors from shells filled with life.
maybe i'll eat these words later and go back into hiding but for now, here i am, take it or leave it.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.