Yeah o today was alright, well acutally it was awesome until we got back onto campus. Laundry we had sent in got back except the restards had messed up.... BADLY. When I got my bag back, my clothes were stilsl damp. Alot of people ended up with less laundry than they sent in (lost or packed into someone elsees bag) AND some idiot stappled a little pieces of paper that said "white" on each white t-shit i sent in. OKAY first off..what kinda of retard cannont look at a shirt and determine its colour? If your colourblind..maybe your not the best person that should be filling in the position of someone who is seperating colourd clothing. Even colour blind people can tell whites from dark okay? SECONDLY..what kinda of idiot puts the staples ON THE FUCKING SLEVES?! Yeah so my $30 shirt has two fucking retarded holes on the sleves now from the staples. Yeah thanks alot assholes. And ontop of that...i was missing underwear and socks..lots of it. i sent maybe about 15 pairs....there were 2 in my bag i got back. I had to go back later to claim my underwear infront of 15 people. And if that weren't bad enough i was STILL missing shit. Then as i was walking back someone had spilt a whole shitload of water on the ground and i sliped in it and fell infront of another 15 people. YEAH. then as i walked to Will's room to give him his namecard back...i steped in a little can with god know filled with what, and got it all over my leg. I got back into my room and showered my legs...my roomates must of thought i was crazy as i went in fully clothed. I have never felt so humiliated and angry at the same time. Never ever again.

If i have said anything to offend you tonight, im sorry. I'm usually one to talk to you about things, but not tonight. let me curl up and cry in peace. 

(EDIT)

SO when they say things cant possibly get worse....they can, and they did. OKAY. sooo i was sitting here venting...and then i looked down at my shoes which are a completly covered in mud by the mosh pit yesterday night. I go into the shower..turn off the thing that sprays and decide to wash my shoes right. NO WRONG. apprently the swithc reset itesself when iturned it on..and i was soaked...fuly dressed. YEAH. Then 5 mins later..councellor walks in holding up underwear asking if its mines. yeah, thank god it wasnt because behind her outside were like 15 boys. fuck life sucks. 

(EDIT #2)

Went to will room, arvin and jon were there. told them about my awful night, ended up crying (ot crying crying, but like tearing up) and yeah. Things have been so bad tonight it almost seems like a joke. And there are these "cool" kids standing outside my room. the ones who smoke and stuff...yeah. now im scared to leave and enter my room. fucking wonderful i tell you. geeze.

EDIT #3

...my food...just dropped..on the ground....hes not talking....AND someone jsut came to the door and made me feel bad.