I don't know what you see in her. You know all the deceitful things she says first hand and yet you still choose to be friends with her, which is fine, but because of her you feel like you have to be like her and hate us. Is it all worth it? How many friends have you lost because of this? Was she worth it? You lost some of your best friends, some people who have been by you since the beginning of adolescence over this. I had always hoped you'd snap out of it. People actually thought you did for a period, remember? But we've given up. We were hoping you'd grow some balls and maybe stick up for us but that never happened so maybe you should grow some balls and deal with the consequences of your actions. Don't try to make us feel better, its all too late for that. I hope to God she was worth it.