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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
sometimes it still hurts thinking she said
thinking about what use to be and how it could of been
she still winces at those pictures
but shes gotten past the fact that it never would be
why?
because shes better than that.
i think i've always been fast to comment on how good people always end up with the "wrong" people. How someone can be so nice but they don't see that they're going for the wrong kind of people, the people who don't play by the rules and wouldn't treat them right. The people that are inconsiderate and don't truly appreciate them for who they are. At no point in time have I ever considered myself this kind of person, the one who doesn't realize how everything they're looking for is right in front of them, not in some snobby person, but i think it just hit me that I may have been. Funny how I always thought that he was the one making the mistake, but maybe i was too.
It's awesome knowing and feeling something. Feeling something is better than nothing at all but in honestly i have him to thank for everything. For once i feel appreciated and accepted for who I am. I'm not scared to tell him things and i know that he won't judge me. Maybe I'm a little mean to him sometimes and I regret that but I hope he understands and knows that I love him. thanks boo.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/midnight DRUNK parties, that'd explain alot. --
Saturday, August 2, 2008 ( 11:20 p.m. )
sometimes it still hurts thinking she said
thinking about what use to be and how it could of been
she still winces at those pictures
but shes gotten past the fact that it never would be
why?
because shes better than that.
i think i've always been fast to comment on how good people always end up with the "wrong" people. How someone can be so nice but they don't see that they're going for the wrong kind of people, the people who don't play by the rules and wouldn't treat them right. The people that are inconsiderate and don't truly appreciate them for who they are. At no point in time have I ever considered myself this kind of person, the one who doesn't realize how everything they're looking for is right in front of them, not in some snobby person, but i think it just hit me that I may have been. Funny how I always thought that he was the one making the mistake, but maybe i was too.
It's awesome knowing and feeling something. Feeling something is better than nothing at all but in honestly i have him to thank for everything. For once i feel appreciated and accepted for who I am. I'm not scared to tell him things and i know that he won't judge me. Maybe I'm a little mean to him sometimes and I regret that but I hope he understands and knows that I love him. thanks boo.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.