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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
It's funny how in a short span of time someone can get so close to you. They become something so important to you, almost like another branch of you, and without them, you'd be lost. Sometimes it really takes someone special to fix someone so broken, someone like me, but I'm still amazed at how short of a time it's been since the healing process began. I'm still here, smiling and possibly on top of life right now, but it really didn't seem like i'd get to this point in my life 3 short months ago. I remember doubting myself and forcing myself to believe that good things don't ever happen for people like me. Every day I wake up feeling like I'm in a dream because I wake up to a perfect prince charming and an almost perfect kingdom (for now). I think if this all turned out to one big joke I'd lose faith in God, maybe hate him. So I guess I'm asking the big man up top to grant me a few wishes, nothing big, just something to help me get by. You see what I'm trying to say is, without him I'd be lost, back to the same hell hole and you know it. I wake up every morning and thank you for giving me all of this, so maybe this is being too selfish for me to ask, but yeah...you know. Thanks for listening.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/yo big G --
Saturday, August 16, 2008 ( 11:51 p.m. )
It's funny how in a short span of time someone can get so close to you. They become something so important to you, almost like another branch of you, and without them, you'd be lost. Sometimes it really takes someone special to fix someone so broken, someone like me, but I'm still amazed at how short of a time it's been since the healing process began. I'm still here, smiling and possibly on top of life right now, but it really didn't seem like i'd get to this point in my life 3 short months ago. I remember doubting myself and forcing myself to believe that good things don't ever happen for people like me. Every day I wake up feeling like I'm in a dream because I wake up to a perfect prince charming and an almost perfect kingdom (for now). I think if this all turned out to one big joke I'd lose faith in God, maybe hate him. So I guess I'm asking the big man up top to grant me a few wishes, nothing big, just something to help me get by. You see what I'm trying to say is, without him I'd be lost, back to the same hell hole and you know it. I wake up every morning and thank you for giving me all of this, so maybe this is being too selfish for me to ask, but yeah...you know. Thanks for listening.
ohhh and world peace. and good luck for team canada, ANNNND world poverty. thx!
-J
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
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it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.