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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
because feeling like crap isnt enough. you need people to yell at you for feeling like crap then nagging at you for not doing things when you feel like crap. honestly? GO SCREW YOURSELF. i think its safe to say that i've been more than patient with you today. I've listened and taken in all your shallow comments, let you yell at me and did the bear minimum for being sick at home all day but as always...ITS NEVER ENOUGH. If i feel like crap and go to school...im better off just staying at home, its better sleeping in bed then on my desk okay? When you feel shitty your not gona concentrate and listen to your profs talk, your gona be thinking about how slowly time goes and how badly you want to throw up, savvy? When your sick you dont want to get up and clean the fucking house, you want to lie down and pass out. I've stayed out of your way the whole entire day, i owe you nothing, so don't fucking bitch at me. Just because your life sucks doesn't give you the right to go fuck mines up as well. Keep your bitter and sorry lives to yourself, I'm fine with the way mines is.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/ --
Monday, October 20, 2008 ( 8:23 p.m. )
because feeling like crap isnt enough. you need people to yell at you for feeling like crap then nagging at you for not doing things when you feel like crap. honestly? GO SCREW YOURSELF. i think its safe to say that i've been more than patient with you today. I've listened and taken in all your shallow comments, let you yell at me and did the bear minimum for being sick at home all day but as always...ITS NEVER ENOUGH. If i feel like crap and go to school...im better off just staying at home, its better sleeping in bed then on my desk okay? When you feel shitty your not gona concentrate and listen to your profs talk, your gona be thinking about how slowly time goes and how badly you want to throw up, savvy? When your sick you dont want to get up and clean the fucking house, you want to lie down and pass out. I've stayed out of your way the whole entire day, i owe you nothing, so don't fucking bitch at me. Just because your life sucks doesn't give you the right to go fuck mines up as well. Keep your bitter and sorry lives to yourself, I'm fine with the way mines is.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.