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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
what does it mean to grow up? its pretty weird. you tell yourself that you'll never change, but in the end everyone changes. you let go of some of the childish things you use to do, only to find yourself criticizing someone else for doing the same things you once did. maybe your just no fun anymore. maybe thats what growing up is, being a grouchy old fart raining on everyone else's fun. maybe you vowed never to do that, but lets face it, your going to have kids one day, your gona bitch at them, and your going to forget how alienated you felt towards your parents when they yelled at you. its either that, or your going to be one of thoes horrible parents that let their kids do anything, and let your kids piss of the general public with their stupidity.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/growing up. pt1 of Q? --
Saturday, November 1, 2008 ( 12:05 p.m. )
what does it mean to grow up? its pretty weird. you tell yourself that you'll never change, but in the end everyone changes. you let go of some of the childish things you use to do, only to find yourself criticizing someone else for doing the same things you once did. maybe your just no fun anymore. maybe thats what growing up is, being a grouchy old fart raining on everyone else's fun. maybe you vowed never to do that, but lets face it, your going to have kids one day, your gona bitch at them, and your going to forget how alienated you felt towards your parents when they yelled at you. its either that, or your going to be one of thoes horrible parents that let their kids do anything, and let your kids piss of the general public with their stupidity.
why am i writing this?
a)not studying
b)i didnt plan on writing this
i was thinking about how childish i still am, not being able to let silly things go. Still getting into fights, still maybe wanting to get into fights, and calling other people stupid for things i might have done back in the day. the world is so unfair. i want to die before i turn into a grouchy old fart.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.