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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
take a brief glimpse by clicking the letters
there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
From this point on i am truly gong to attempt to be a better person. i know i say this all the time and then proceed to shove this idea to the deepest depths of my mind, but i think its time to make good on my word. Truth is, i am utterly, deeply and madly in love with someone that i often take for granted. I'm sure a time will come when i will regret my actions, looking back and wondering why I'm such a miserable lonely person. The fault will completely be on me and i don't want to be that sad story sitting at a bar taking shots while reliving my past trying to figure out what i could of done to save myself. So I've decided that I'm going to start redeeming myself now.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
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Monday, November 24, 2008 ( 3:27 p.m. )
From this point on i am truly gong to attempt to be a better person. i know i say this all the time and then proceed to shove this idea to the deepest depths of my mind, but i think its time to make good on my word. Truth is, i am utterly, deeply and madly in love with someone that i often take for granted. I'm sure a time will come when i will regret my actions, looking back and wondering why I'm such a miserable lonely person. The fault will completely be on me and i don't want to be that sad story sitting at a bar taking shots while reliving my past trying to figure out what i could of done to save myself. So I've decided that I'm going to start redeeming myself now.
It's funny how 1 word, 4 letters, can be used to express an emotion so strong. I think the true meaning of this term is not in the word and the definitions given to it, but rather the actions behind it. It's the little things behind the glaring public eyes that make love and a relationship what it is. Love comes in different forms, different sizes and from different people. Some are scared to love because they're afraid of losing control. They're afraid of this unknown, contagious virus getting deep down inside them and riping them up from the inside out. Maybe I was afraid of that too.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.