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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
sometimes it just feels like things aren't going so well, or maybe just not going at all. I don't know how i can make you see how I'm feeling. I don't know how i can be everything you want me to be. It's hard to explain. Sometimes i wish everything would just go my way, that everyone would be able to see how i see, but this is speaking the impossible. People are born unique, with different minds and opinions. Its like wanting two very different things at the same time. That's what it feels like day in and day out. I just don't know what to do. You expect me to have answers but I don't. I've tried explaining it but the words just don't come out right, and sometimes they don't come out at all. I want to be perfect, i want to be everything you want and need, but sometimes I just cant. Sometimes I just can't do things that you want me to. Sometimes its because I'm scared sometimes its because I'm embarrassed and sometimes its just something I'm not comfortable doing. Honestly sometimes it just feels like i wont make it to the finish line. Sometimes i just want you to know that somethings wrong, but i don't want to talk about it. I know it may sound absurd but that's the story of my life, I'm a girl who just doesn't seem to make any sense to anyone. Understand that I'll always need you, I'll always
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008 ( 2:53 p.m. )
sometimes it just feels like things aren't going so well, or maybe just not going at all. I don't know how i can make you see how I'm feeling. I don't know how i can be everything you want me to be. It's hard to explain. Sometimes i wish everything would just go my way, that everyone would be able to see how i see, but this is speaking the impossible. People are born unique, with different minds and opinions. Its like wanting two very different things at the same time. That's what it feels like day in and day out. I just don't know what to do. You expect me to have answers but I don't. I've tried explaining it but the words just don't come out right, and sometimes they don't come out at all. I want to be perfect, i want to be everything you want and need, but sometimes I just cant. Sometimes I just can't do things that you want me to. Sometimes its because I'm scared sometimes its because I'm embarrassed and sometimes its just something I'm not comfortable doing. Honestly sometimes it just feels like i wont make it to the finish line. Sometimes i just want you to know that somethings wrong, but i don't want to talk about it. I know it may sound absurd but that's the story of my life, I'm a girl who just doesn't seem to make any sense to anyone. Understand that I'll always need you, I'll always
want you but sometimes I'm just unable to show you how much it all means to me. Sometimes i wonder if these will be the things to do me in, and why it's come to this. It's just so hard to tell you every single thing that i feel because much of it is just so indescribable. I can't tell you why I hurt. And when i do know, its just hard to say because I'm ashamed of what you'll think of me and that fight just isn't worth it.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.