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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
honestly,
my life was fine before you showed up. i was HAPPY. I had something no one could take away from me and i believed that with every ounce of my existence. It's not that i doubt that now, but the truth is that life is no longer that blissfully happy. I want to blame it all on you, but you don't deserve all that credit. I was the one making such a big deal about it, but really, if you weren't in the picture my life would still be unconditionally happy. I would love nothing more than cutting you out of the picture and setting that piece of you on fire, pushing it to the darkest frame of my mind, but i dont say that because of what he'd feel. So i'm simply asking that you back off. You may not realize this but you might be the reason why everything starts breaking apart.
i'm sick of sharing my love. what i want is you gone, or even just existing in a lesser sense. You don't understand how your killing me. He fights for you like he'd fight for someone he loved with everything he had, and i am SICK of this.
is it possible to hate someone you've never even met?
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/cat fights --
Thursday, January 15, 2009 ( 11:36 p.m. )
honestly,
my life was fine before you showed up. i was HAPPY. I had something no one could take away from me and i believed that with every ounce of my existence. It's not that i doubt that now, but the truth is that life is no longer that blissfully happy. I want to blame it all on you, but you don't deserve all that credit. I was the one making such a big deal about it, but really, if you weren't in the picture my life would still be unconditionally happy. I would love nothing more than cutting you out of the picture and setting that piece of you on fire, pushing it to the darkest frame of my mind, but i dont say that because of what he'd feel. So i'm simply asking that you back off. You may not realize this but you might be the reason why everything starts breaking apart.
i'm sick of sharing my love. what i want is you gone, or even just existing in a lesser sense. You don't understand how your killing me. He fights for you like he'd fight for someone he loved with everything he had, and i am SICK of this.
is it possible to hate someone you've never even met?
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.