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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
i'm so tired of fighting a war that i'm losing.
I'm so weary from putting up these guards only to have them torn down.
All i want is to come to journey's end and lie in your arms once again.
i'm so sick of apologizing and being scared,
i'm looking for my protection, my invisible cloak, but its disappeared.
All i want is light to bring be from the dark back to you.
The girl turned to the boy clutching his arm, He got up to leave.
she looked at him with tears engulfing her eyes
"please don't go"
He looked back at her solemnly, all warmth leaving his bright brown eyes
"what's there to stay for?"
She thought for awhile, not coming to any conclusions
pieces of her started breaking apart as she struggled to find the words
"me"
He looked the other way, fidgeting with his fingers
finally turning to her with pain streaked across his face
"i dont know"
and with 3 words she died inside
because no matter how hard she fought, how hard she tried
how much she kicked and screamed to get her way
she could see the truth
"okay"
God help her.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/never give up --
Monday, March 16, 2009 ( 11:24 p.m. )
i'm so tired of fighting a war that i'm losing.
I'm so weary from putting up these guards only to have them torn down.
All i want is to come to journey's end and lie in your arms once again.
i'm so sick of apologizing and being scared,
i'm looking for my protection, my invisible cloak, but its disappeared.
All i want is light to bring be from the dark back to you.
The girl turned to the boy clutching his arm, He got up to leave.
she looked at him with tears engulfing her eyes
"please don't go"
He looked back at her solemnly, all warmth leaving his bright brown eyes
"what's there to stay for?"
She thought for awhile, not coming to any conclusions
pieces of her started breaking apart as she struggled to find the words
"me"
He looked the other way, fidgeting with his fingers
finally turning to her with pain streaked across his face
"i dont know"
and with 3 words she died inside
because no matter how hard she fought, how hard she tried
how much she kicked and screamed to get her way
she could see the truth
"okay"
God help her.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.