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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
I can't sleep. Few things on my mind:
What difference does it make with her staying? Do you really think its helping her? Don't you think her parents are just going to be more upset that its just another night she's not home?
Still hurt and wondering how much trust I have left. What would of happened if I didn't tell you at all and just showed up in the morning? I wonder how that would of gone.
Whens the next time I have a chance at doing something like this again. When can I surprise you. I don't even know if I want to anymore. You don't like surprises
How long I'm going to feel like this. I don't like it. I wonder how we'll be tomorrow. Will I still be upset? I don't know. I don't want to be but I can't help it.
What do I want why do thoughts of you still make me happy even though I'm upset.
I don't like my emotional add. I hate forgeting how I feel.
I want to sleep but I can't. "2:00 am and I'm still awake trying to unwraval my latest mistake. I still love him, winter just wasn't my season"
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/ --
Friday, May 15, 2009 ( 1:59 a.m. )
I can't sleep. Few things on my mind:
What difference does it make with her staying? Do you really think its helping her? Don't you think her parents are just going to be more upset that its just another night she's not home?
Still hurt and wondering how much trust I have left. What would of happened if I didn't tell you at all and just showed up in the morning? I wonder how that would of gone.
Whens the next time I have a chance at doing something like this again. When can I surprise you. I don't even know if I want to anymore. You don't like surprises
How long I'm going to feel like this. I don't like it. I wonder how we'll be tomorrow. Will I still be upset? I don't know. I don't want to be but I can't help it.
What do I want why do thoughts of you still make me happy even though I'm upset.
I don't like my emotional add. I hate forgeting how I feel.
I want to sleep but I can't. "2:00 am and I'm still awake trying to unwraval my latest mistake. I still love him, winter just wasn't my season"
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.