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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
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seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
so its been a year. we've made it a whole year. Man, some people make it look so easy, but the reality is every day is a battle. Battles arnt nessicarly a bad thing, but they make us stronger. what doesnt kill us makes us stronger. I dont know what tomorrow will bring, or the day after that, or the year after that. I wish i knew, i hate surprises. But i do know what i want. I'm willing to be by you every day, through all the good, all the bad, to see you grow, to see you become everything and more. This last year, we've shown each other who we are, what we like, what we dont like and everything in between. We're not perfect, heck we might not even be perfect together, but i know that im happy with you. Imperfections make us who we are and i wouldnt trade any of our flaws for the world. It's hard trying to tell someone just how much they mean to you. They hear what your saying, but they dont feel the feelings that you feel for them. When i say i love you to him, i'm feeling blissfully happy, just filled to the brim with care and kindness. I would do anything for him, and i know he says that he understands, but i dont think he really knows just how serious i am. Over the last year, lots of things have changed. Not everything has been for the better, not everything has been for the worse, but i guess this is what love is like when it begins to mature and grow.
Truth is, i'm scared sometimes. i hate not knowing where my life is going. i like being reassured, held and told that i'm loved. those few things seem to make all my worries dissapear. Hard to imagine that i could feel like this. I have nothing and EVERYTHING to say to him all the time, usually they're summed up in "I love you" but sometimes that just doesnt feel like enough. I'm happy right now. so happy, so in love and i just want to let the whole world know. shit. i dont know what else to write. everything is just boggled up in my mind. millions of things i'd like to say, nothing i feel like writing, plus its all random stuff. Baby i wish i was with you tonight. happy 1 year. heres to going for 2.
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
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Saturday, May 9, 2009 ( 11:11 p.m. )
so its been a year. we've made it a whole year. Man, some people make it look so easy, but the reality is every day is a battle. Battles arnt nessicarly a bad thing, but they make us stronger. what doesnt kill us makes us stronger. I dont know what tomorrow will bring, or the day after that, or the year after that. I wish i knew, i hate surprises. But i do know what i want. I'm willing to be by you every day, through all the good, all the bad, to see you grow, to see you become everything and more. This last year, we've shown each other who we are, what we like, what we dont like and everything in between. We're not perfect, heck we might not even be perfect together, but i know that im happy with you. Imperfections make us who we are and i wouldnt trade any of our flaws for the world. It's hard trying to tell someone just how much they mean to you. They hear what your saying, but they dont feel the feelings that you feel for them. When i say i love you to him, i'm feeling blissfully happy, just filled to the brim with care and kindness. I would do anything for him, and i know he says that he understands, but i dont think he really knows just how serious i am. Over the last year, lots of things have changed. Not everything has been for the better, not everything has been for the worse, but i guess this is what love is like when it begins to mature and grow.
Truth is, i'm scared sometimes. i hate not knowing where my life is going. i like being reassured, held and told that i'm loved. those few things seem to make all my worries dissapear. Hard to imagine that i could feel like this. I have nothing and EVERYTHING to say to him all the time, usually they're summed up in "I love you" but sometimes that just doesnt feel like enough. I'm happy right now. so happy, so in love and i just want to let the whole world know. shit. i dont know what else to write. everything is just boggled up in my mind. millions of things i'd like to say, nothing i feel like writing, plus its all random stuff. Baby i wish i was with you tonight. happy 1 year. heres to going for 2.
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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designer  DancingSheep
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.