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Happy Endings Are for Fairy Tales - Forgetting.Eternity
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there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
when there's no way out, the only way out is to give in
How I love to ...give in
{/The Face Behind The Mask --
Do you really want to know?
j.wong; never an easy answer
carpe diem quam minimum credula postero
seize the day, trust no tomorrows;
that which does not kill me makes me stronger
Here no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
i'm so sick of life
and how hard and difficult even the greatest of things are.
it gets dreadfully painful trying to keep up with everyone else
when your the slowest one there.
no one will wait for you
its everyone man on his own, and out there your truly alone.
i hate how everyone strives for perfection,
but it doesn't exist in any sense of the word
so how is it that humanity aims for
something that doesn't exist
no amount of sappy romance novels will prepare you for love
and the overwhelming happiness and hurt that comes along with it
you dont ask for it
but thats when you find its infected you already
and now we all wait for love
to tear us apart from the inside out.
they say it takes no prisoners
but it beg to differ.
everyone is a prisoner,
tortured daily by an infinite amount of obstacles and challenges
they say that only the strong survive
but that doesn't explain why i'm still here
or is it that i'm already strong
stronger than you
Where no one sleeps, one lays up while the other lies down
Ask the line on your face what the line on your hand meant
We,we couldn't see what was coming
{/12:35 --
Friday, July 3, 2009 ( 12:35 a.m. )
i'm so sick of life
and how hard and difficult even the greatest of things are.
it gets dreadfully painful trying to keep up with everyone else
when your the slowest one there.
no one will wait for you
its everyone man on his own, and out there your truly alone.
i hate how everyone strives for perfection,
but it doesn't exist in any sense of the word
so how is it that humanity aims for
something that doesn't exist
no amount of sappy romance novels will prepare you for love
and the overwhelming happiness and hurt that comes along with it
you dont ask for it
but thats when you find its infected you already
and now we all wait for love
to tear us apart from the inside out.
they say it takes no prisoners
but it beg to differ.
everyone is a prisoner,
tortured daily by an infinite amount of obstacles and challenges
they say that only the strong survive
but that doesn't explain why i'm still here
or is it that i'm already strong
stronger than you
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
Shake your hips move your feet
Shake your head it's empty
{/Beats & Rhythms --
it's the words of my soul
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
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I'm so glad that I'm an island
I'm so glad that I'm an island now
{/Never Look Back --
watch me waste my life away
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{/credits --
designer  DancingSheep
Sickness was fixing me some
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.
Coughed out my heart in the last stall
Now that the damage is done
I never miss it at all
{/In The End --
this one's for you
So you might ask yourself "why am i reading this". Well, no one said you had to.
This is simply an online journal, mostly of the worst of days because sometimes we're just not ready to let go of those emotions. Somtimes you don't want to feel better. Sometimes you just want to be angry, or sad. For me reading over everything helps me stay that way. I know it sounds weird but sometimes we need to hit rock bottom, hell, before we can get better. These memories are hard to relive, hard to forget. So until I find a better way to deal with all these bottled up emotions, here they will stay.